Faith and hope

What is fate?

joannamx — Sat, 01 Oct 2011 05:26:37 +0000

Some people believe that fate controls who walks into your life. My friend just told me that he believes that there is no fate. Life is how you build it and meeting someone is never a fate but coincidence. Because the world is so small that we meet each other coincidently. He gave me an example: He send 1 millions of balls around a big box and it will hit each balls at least more than a hundred times because no matter what, the world is so small that we will meet each other coincidently. Hence, fate is never a word.

What do you think?

In case when you are lost

joannamx — Sat, 01 Oct 2011 05:25:07 +0000

Take a step back. Fucking look at yourself. You are human. You are beautiful. You are so beautiful and you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your parents spilt up, or your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to then let go when it’s time. Don’t hang onto painful memories just because you’re remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Stop taking life for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Do this over and over until you know what it really is to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really fell. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people. Make someone’s day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to it’s full potential. Just live, dammit. Let go of all of the horrible things in your life and fucking live. And one day, when you’re old, look back with no regrets.

Mixed feelings and thoughts

joannamx — Fri, 30 Sep 2011 15:02:41 +0000

My head is clashing with my heart and I don’t know what to follow. Maybe there’s something I am afraid to say, or someone I am afraid to love, or somewhere I am afraid to go. The reason why I always run away from and back out certain things in my life is because I know it’s gonna hurt. Be it me or others.

It really takes a lot of courage to go for something you like/want.

I wish…
Someday someone will walk into my life and make me realize why it never worked out with anyone else. I come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. Wait for the man who calls me beautiful instead of hot, who calls me back when I hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch me sleep.

I’m still alive

joannamx — Fri, 30 Sep 2011 14:22:30 +0000

Hi all! Life has not been very good for the past few days. It is like a descending graph and still going down. I really hope my cousin keith will come back as soon as possible. We (families and friends) are very worried. We believe that he is still alive and he will hang on to it because he has a very cute little kyler and lovely wife waiting for him. It’s the end of september. I really hope to hear some good news in october.

Summer Breeze

joannamx — Fri, 16 Sep 2011 05:34:39 +0000

Happy 19th to Eve (the walking potato)

I can live without cigarettes&liquor. Many have been asking me how I did it. It's all determination!

I miss you

joannamx — Wed, 14 Sep 2011 18:05:15 +0000

Sometimes when I wake up, I’d ask myself if I will ever see her when I walk down to the living room. My answer is always ‘I wish I could’.

Protected: I promise to make your life better with my best

joannamx — Wed, 07 Sep 2011 12:02:37 +0000

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Nothing in life

joannamx — Sun, 04 Sep 2011 12:00:01 +0000

Tears of sorrow

joannamx — Tue, 30 Aug 2011 12:34:30 +0000

25 August 2011 Rushed back home and saw her lying on her bed. I told myself that she is gone, forever. I hope she was sleeping and could wake up. I really wish she could come back.

I wouldn’t be able to…
see her and hear her laughters
share yakult with her
play blackjack with her
watch tv with her
disturb her and make her laugh
hear her scolding me
lie on her bed beside her and hug her
+ + + + +

Honestly I still can’t believe after 6D5N of the funeral, I have to get used to not seeing her in the morning when I wake up. It’s getting quieter without her at home and I really miss her

Batam 2D1N

joannamx — Wed, 24 Aug 2011 11:36:53 +0000

Went Batam with brother and his gf. I think we were kinda crazy because this was sort of a last min plan. The week before this, we went jb then I was like “eh not enough leh, getaway for 1 day like donk.” So bro said ”ok we go batam next week!” I thought he was joking until friday he text me, “ok tmr batam uh!” Cool right?! We were kinda rush in the morning because bro and I woke up late then took the 12:10pm ferry.

I was excited because it was my first time to BATAM! Then my bro kept laughing at me. I know I am a bit “sua gu”.

Ok checked in hotel room!

Harris' Pizza <3 for teabreak

Golden Prawn 555

choosing seafood for dinner but was kinda disappointed because their prawns are like my pink finger size, crabs are like my plam size. ALL THEIR SEAFOOD SO DAMN SMALL SIZE!

Don't get con from them! At first they gave us menu without price, they do have menu with price. They are very clever because most of them don't know how to speak english but they do have people who can speak well!

Common dish in singapore, taste the same but their beancurd got disgusting smell.

I like this! very crispy...~

they have fillings inside!

really fresh warm coconut

their stupid event "candle lights bowling"

played pool with brother and i kept losing one ball to him!

Supper in hotel room, monopoly deal and I am the winner, no one can beat me! lol Seriously they sux at it!

Next morning, went massage at 8am! YES 8AM! I don’t know why either and all I know, I was shouting nonstop. After that, went to have buffet for breakfast to cure my pain. haha i am a big eater

Had Harris' Pizza for lunch again the next day

so~so~only~

i love the chilli, hot and spicy!

NO STANDARD ONE

Saw this cute dino when we were sun tanning and I wanted to push him down but I scared hahaha!

Limited pictures because none of us bring camera! I don’t know why either hahahaha I was like “eh pris! got bring camera?” she replied, “oh! dont have leh!” brother shouted,”walao! you stupid leh!” hahahahahhaha

Okay my next trip: genting in sept…. long long way to go…….