Mixed feelings and thoughts

Posted in Parts and Parcels by joannamx on September 30, 2011

My head is clashing with my heart and I don’t know what to follow. Maybe there’s something I am afraid to say, or someone I am afraid to love, or somewhere I am afraid to go. The reason why I always run away from and back out certain things in my life is because I know it’s gonna hurt. Be it me or others.

It really takes a lot of courage to go for something you like/want.

I wish…
Someday someone will walk into my life and make me realize why it never worked out with anyone else. I come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. Wait for the man who calls me beautiful instead of hot, who calls me back when I hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch me sleep.